beyond category

i’ve been really tense and stressed out for like the past week. i’ve been getting no sleep, everyone has been annoying me. i move around the whole day non stop from morning til the late evening, and today was the worst. all day i just wanted to rest, i’ve been so restless lately. like imagine if you were sleepy, but had no idea what sleep was. or you couldn’t feed yourself when you were hungry. you just don’t feel right, but don’t quite know how to fix it. tonight after i dropped my sister off at her friends house, i decided to work on some music… at first it was just making everything worst and i was more stressed and annoyed then ever. but i stuck it out a little. and made something i liked. and i don’t feel so stressed and annoyed anymore. i’m still tired, but that reminded me of why i like to “make” “music” so much. sorry putting those in quotes saying things like that leaves a sour taste in my mouth even though i’m typing. so it leaves a sour taste in my proverbial mouth… i think it’s wild that i really bought wale’s first album… remember that song wale dance? hahaha good times