“you are not a human being with a soul, you are a soul that temporarily inhabits a physical body”
it’s always in my best interest to focus on positivity.
some words have a placebo effect
fucking typos man
the word “i” is so burdening to me. funny cause words like “me” are essentially the same thing… but something about the word “i” just irks me man. each time i have a conversation with someone and the subject is more about me than them i start to feel self centered. it really bothers me, one of the last things i want to be is self centered. and you know maybe that stems from me secretly being narcissistic and self absorbed, idk where i’m going with this. i wish selflessness was a pill i could take every morning i wake up, life is so dull living for yourself some times. and i know i’m young and getting my life together and all that, and it takes a higher level of selfishness to get that done especially at this age… but fuck, it’s annoying really. and then you start living for others trying to make others happy left and right and you start slipping and fucking up other places. it’s like i just can’t win. look all the times i used “i” or referred to myself in this post. i mean i guess being self indulged isn’t so bad sometimes, after all we do have to live our life. and if we have to live it, maybe it is all about us in a sense… you feel me? nah, you don’t feel me